~ quod me nutrit, me destruit ~

that which nourishes me also destroys me...

it truly does.

i have to keep my resolve. i can't lapse and blow it.

SUCCESS TODAY - AGAIN!

SO excited to be able to say that today was a success! I teetered on the brink two times... :oP

Once when I was just watching a movie while cleaning up the house I allowed myself to start thinking about how good some lunch would be and then I got hungry... CRAP. Then I made this "Faux Fried Chicken":

Chicken tenders, marinated in low-fat buttermilk for at least an hour in the fridge.

While that's marinating, put 1/3 cup of "twig-type" fiber cereal into a food processor until it becomes crumbs then mix with 1/3 cup panko-style bread crumbs & a tblsp dry onion soup mix.

After the chicken has marinated, take it out of the buttermilk allowing the excess to come off - coat each piece in the dry mixture then bake on a lightly sprayed cookie sheet at 375 for 20 minutes.

So basically you're adding no fat to them; they're already almost no fat to begin with so that's good.

I still ate more of it than I should have and hated the way I felt afterward... ug. I found myself wanting to throw up - my body even tried to involuntary but unfortunately I don't have that ability even though I've tried. (to make myself)

The next test was the family all having Pizza Hut - I got through that even while staying in the same room... :oP the smell was disgusting. Then everyone wanted to keep having drinks of my diet soda and I'm like "seriously?? With all that grease all over your lips??!" Gross.

I ended up with 431 calories today so that was great. I feel like a million bucks. :o)

Perfection.

Agyness ~ she's just gorgeous :o)

Amazingly perfect...

Jantzen Had The Right Idea...

Even back in the early 50's, Jantzen was on it - THIN was the look you wanted, especially if you're going to wear a suit like that... this one has thighs that are too big but the rest of her body is great.

Great waist and upper body but too much padding down below... close though - SO close!

"this is the life" alright... perfection.